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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

I do not like me!!!!



Yup, you heard that correctly. I'm DO NOT like myself these days. I'm officially now a "Fluffy Girl".

Tony and I have been together 3 years this Christmas. When he and I first got together I was a size ten. I LOVED myself. Now I despise what I have become. One has to love themself before they can love others and right now I don't love me.

I will NOT tell you what size I am now. I will tell you that I can't get into the tens anymore, nor can I get in the twelves or the fourteens that I have in my closet. I look in the mirror and I'm totally sickened by what I see. I just want to take a knife and slice the fat off my body. I DO NOT LIKE ME! TAKE ALL THE MIRRORS OUT OF MY HOUSE!!!

So what am I going to do about it... I'll tell you.

Last Wednesday I made up my mind that I was going to love myself again. I was going to get back into my "Skinny Girl" cloths again. So I joined Curves for Women and have drastically changed my eating habits. I have worked out every day but Sunday. They are closed on Sunday.

So, I would like y'all to help me. For every time you speak to me I'll do an extra minute of workout. Right now I'm only working out 30 minutes a day as that is the minimum they recommend.

I do not want to post a before picture of myself, but if y'all insist I will. I DO want to post an after picture.

Can ya help a fluffy girl become a skinny girl? I will keep you updated on my progress. I would add a progress bar to the blog but then you would know how much I weigh and I'm terribly embarrased. Tony will never know how much I weigh.

So get to talking to me. I really need to get this FAT off!
Proudly Brought to You by Dixie 6:40 PM


Comments on "I do not like me!!!!"

 

Blogger Sarge Charlie said ... (12/12/2007 10:00 AM) : 

I got to tell you "Fluffy Girl" is cute too.

 

Blogger Julie said ... (12/12/2007 10:36 AM) : 

So we talked for nearly an hour earlier this week...what's that count for?

You possess the determination neccessary to do this my friend. Get on it!

**hugs**

 

Blogger Sandee (Comedy +) said ... (12/12/2007 10:37 AM) : 

Yep, I know what you are saying. I'm a 12 from a 16 and it's a lot of work. I want to get back to my size 8 and I figure I'll get there in about a year or so. It's hard girlfriend. It's our ages. It just happens. Good luck honey. It's just one day at a time. I love Dixie the way she is though. :)

 

Blogger Matt-Man said ... (12/12/2007 11:54 AM) : 

Exercise is great Dixie, but cut out the carbs if you can. I lost about 65 pounds that way. Cheers!!

 

Blogger Desert Songbird said ... (12/12/2007 12:31 PM) : 

Geez, yet ANOTHER post to which I can relate. Must be the time of year - everyone is doing personal inventories.

You do it, Dixie - you go for it and get it done!

 

Blogger Dixie said ... (12/12/2007 12:36 PM) : 

So far I have to do an additonal 5 minutes of exercise tonight. WHOOP! WHOOP!

 

Blogger Lois Grebowski said ... (12/12/2007 2:06 PM) : 

Baby steps, Dixie...I recommend Weight Watchers on top of Curves...They they have a great online program.

There's an online support group for TN that is fantastic! I've met many of the women in person and they rock!

 

Blogger katherine. said ... (12/12/2007 4:42 PM) : 

put down the knife....

I know two people who had great success with curves....

 

Blogger katherine. said ... (12/12/2007 4:45 PM) : 

(by the way...the post at the top of your website is regular size font...but each one going down gets smaller and smaller and then microscoptic. I check a couple other sites...it's just yours....oh Vincent....)

 

Blogger Anndi said ... (12/12/2007 6:19 PM) : 

Well you know I love you... so I'll talk all you want til you love yourself as much as I love you.. so there!

 

Blogger Anndi said ... (12/12/2007 6:19 PM) : 

Oh.. I forgot to give you a SMOOCH..

 

Blogger Anndi said ... (12/12/2007 6:19 PM) : 

and a HUG

 

Blogger Anndi said ... (12/12/2007 6:20 PM) : 

and a grope...

 

Blogger Anndi said ... (12/12/2007 6:20 PM) : 

I did tell ya I love you right?

ok...

just checking...

;)

 

Blogger Travis said ... (12/12/2007 7:38 PM) : 

I'm behind you, whatever you need.

 

Blogger Turnbaby said ... (12/12/2007 11:26 PM) : 

Welllll

 

Blogger Turnbaby said ... (12/12/2007 11:26 PM) : 

I could be really bad

 

Blogger Turnbaby said ... (12/12/2007 11:27 PM) : 

and post one word at a time

 

Blogger Turnbaby said ... (12/12/2007 11:27 PM) : 

but I love you enough

 

Blogger Turnbaby said ... (12/12/2007 11:27 PM) : 

to post several things--

 

Blogger Turnbaby said ... (12/12/2007 11:28 PM) : 

you can do it if you want to

 

Blogger Turnbaby said ... (12/12/2007 11:28 PM) : 

and i love you sugarbaby

 

Blogger Roger said ... (12/13/2007 7:40 AM) : 

I have to do that to Dixie you inspired me :D

 

Blogger angell said ... (12/13/2007 10:02 AM) : 

I'm with you on there Dix. I've got a Curves membership but haven't been in awhile. I looked in the mirror yesterday and burst into tears.

I haven't been a ten in over fifteen years, but I will be again.

I'm right behind you honey - and we'll both GET IR DONE.

SMOOCHES HUGS AND ALL THE FUN STUFF.

 

Blogger Linda said ... (12/13/2007 4:35 PM) : 

Who am I to deny a woman an extra minute of exercise?

 

Blogger Linda said ... (12/13/2007 4:35 PM) : 

Or maybe even two??

 

Blogger Bond said ... (12/13/2007 7:36 PM) : 

OK

 

Blogger Bond said ... (12/13/2007 7:36 PM) : 

SO

 

Blogger Bond said ... (12/13/2007 7:36 PM) : 

THE VIDEO

 

Blogger Bond said ... (12/13/2007 7:36 PM) : 

WAS

 

Blogger Bond said ... (12/13/2007 7:36 PM) : 

WAY COOL

 

Blogger Bond said ... (12/13/2007 7:37 PM) : 

FOR ME

 

Blogger Bond said ... (12/13/2007 7:37 PM) : 

I NEED

 

Blogger Bond said ... (12/13/2007 7:37 PM) : 

TO SHAKE

 

Blogger Bond said ... (12/13/2007 7:37 PM) : 

THEIR HANDS.

 

Blogger Bond said ... (12/13/2007 7:37 PM) : 

NO NEED

 

Blogger Bond said ... (12/13/2007 7:38 PM) : 

FOR THE BEFORE

 

Blogger Bond said ... (12/13/2007 7:38 PM) : 

BUT NO MATTER WHAT

 

Blogger Bond said ... (12/13/2007 7:38 PM) : 

I LOVE YA

 

Blogger Bond said ... (12/13/2007 7:39 PM) : 

AND HEY YOU GOT RID OF THE COUNTDOWN AND IT SEEMS TO HAVE FIXED THE BLOG

 

Blogger Bond said ... (12/13/2007 7:39 PM) : 

GOOD CALL

 

Blogger Bond said ... (12/13/2007 7:39 PM) : 

SMOOCHES AND HUGS AND GROPES

 

Blogger Sueann said ... (12/14/2007 5:53 PM) : 

YOU CAN DO IT GIRL!

 

Blogger Sueann said ... (12/14/2007 5:53 PM) : 

I KNOW YOU CAN!

 

Blogger Sueann said ... (12/14/2007 5:53 PM) : 

I BELIEVE IN YOU!

 

Blogger Sueann said ... (12/14/2007 5:53 PM) : 

I LOVE YOU, MY SISTER IN SOUL!

 

Blogger Crazy Working Mom said ... (12/23/2007 9:52 PM) : 

Good luck, Dixie! I'm a proud member of Curves. You'll love it and have great success with it, as I know I have. I've been slacking for the last few months, and I can sure tell it. But, I'm going to join you after the first of the year in getting back into the routine! :)

I can't wait to follow your success!

Tisha @ CrAzY Working Mom

 

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